You. Are. Stupid.
Not only do you NOT know when/if you're bringing the ship in (which may or may not happen this. week.) but you also don't know how to keep one running. This ship is THE biggest STUPIDEST piece of work EVER. Then, to top it off.. You change your mind 15 times in the past 3 days. Leave, or no leave? Home, or no home? MAKE UP YOUR MIND. Seriously... not EVERYONE is married and lives in the same place as their little sailor boy. Not EVERYONE is going to be RIGHT there when he gets home. SOME people have to travel up there... which costs money. And you know, plane tickets which mean SCHEDULE.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Dude, seriously. Jump off a cliff.